Rabu, 25 April 2012

dear you,

people change; so do i.
thanks for being with me, even once.
thanks for loving me, even fake.
thanks for back stabbing me, even just for your sake

Don't be mad because I don't care anymore. 
Be mad because I once did, and you were too blind to see

talking to the Moon, thanks for hearing me when no one do!

"biarlah aku mengecewakan dua hati hari ini, demi menjaga dua hati yang sentiasa menjaga aku sejak kecil, sehingga ke syurga"

.............dan buat kesekian detik akhir, aku berserah pada ketetapan-Nya yang lebih sempurna berbanding perancangan lemah manusia

terima kasih buat segala kenangan yang pernah singgah dalam laman kehidupan manusia ini,
terima kasih pada satu hati yang pernah menjadi embun menyirami hati gersang ini,
terima kasih buat saat indah yang tak mungkin mampu diputar walau sedetik mengisi kekosongan kotak hitam hari ini,
terima kasih pada kata semangat yang tak pernah malap menelusuri detik cemas hari semalam,
terima kasih pada senyuman ikhlas yang pernah menjadi mentari seorang aku pada satu detik lalu,
terima kasih
dan terima kasih sekali lagi.....

sorri freng!

Sorry, I just don’t like those who did not focus in class, then ask for your notes to copy.

o Please, please, please oh dear me. Don’t ever take life just for granted, you will never learn how to appreciate things.

There is no such-called shortcut to succeed.

Train yourself to improve, train your ability, your skill. Never afraid of failure, life is always a learning process. Think of your future, your who-to-be, your parents whose has spent millions on your, pray for you day and night. Think of Him that always there seeing you, monitoring you, near to you.

He never asks you to be the best, He only wants you to do the best, and then He will take care of the rest, insyaAllah.

Give a chance for yourself to success, to feel how sweet the victory is after all the hardship you have faced, the difficulties that you have gone through, the sickness of being push and pull around and at last the triumph is yours. Even you fail, you can be proud of yourself.

At least you rise stronger and wiser.

Selasa, 3 April 2012


I don't know how much longer
That i have to resist everything
I've been hiding all the truth inside my heart
Everytime we meet
everytime you turn to face me
that I pretend to be still
Do you know how much i have to force myself?

Can you hear my heart?
It's telling you loving you?
But i can't open my heart for anyone to know

Can you hear that?
My heart ...
Is always waiting there for you
Can only hope you will know it...someday.

Though I know love you
I hope you feel it too
But deep inside isn't brave enough
Everytime we meet
Everytime you turn to face me
that I pretend to be still
Do you know how much i have to force myself?

Can you hear that?
My heart ...
It's always waiting there for you to open it
Can only hope you will know it...
That I'm the one here to love you
Please I hope you will know...Someday


the old days

Monday i’m waiting,
Tuesday, I’m still waiting to see..
see, see, if you are fine,
Wednesday, you’re still not here.
neither in the morning, nor later.
Thursday is also empty,
Friday or saturday or even Sunday,
None of the day that I don’t miss you..
None of the day that you will come back to be in our old days.

The day that i met you,
The day that i was closed to you,
The day that we held hands,
The day that i loved you,
The day that i spoke to you,
The day that you listened to me,

How long it will be like this? i don’t know.
How many months or years?
How many billions of our past memory? 
I never don’t miss you....

Isnin, 2 April 2012


ya Allah..
bila dia bukan untukku,
bila dia bukan jodohku,
maka berilah ganti yang lebih baik buatnya,
dan bantulah aku untuk memperbaikinya,
ya Allah,,
bila ini bukan masanya,
bila ini belum saatnya,
jarakkan kami,
pisahkan kami,
agar kami jauh dari dosa dan perkara sia2,
agar kami tak mengundang murkamu,
agar kami dapat lebih menjaga hati